The drive seemed so long
It was only ten,
and I held my breath the whole way home
Does the man in the car next to me have a loaded gun?
Is he moving in a blind rage
and I'm the chosen one?

I wade into the deep,
but I was scared of what was underneath my feet
all this time
cre the sharks in the sea only looking for me?
Is there somewhere I can go to feel at peace?
Well, it's not here anymore

Who would've thought I'd still feel this way,
at almost 23?
Who would've thought,
I still have those nights where I can't fall asleep
I spend every day
alone and afraid
and there's never a reason why
Who would've thought I'd still feel this way?
No matter what,
I could die tonight

Cruel and demanding
My neediest lover yet
Never understanding,
and you won't let me forget
that you exist
all the time
You won't let me go,
and you won't say why
There's never been a day when you're not on my mind

Who would've thought I'd still feel this way?
Who would've thought I'd still feel this way?

Who would've thought I'd still feel this way?
I just turned 23
Who would've thought,
I still have those nights where I can't fall asleep
I spend every day
alone and afraid
and there's never a reason why
Who would've thought I'd still feel this way?
No matter what, I could die tonight

I could die tonight