I read the journals that you left behind
To get a glimpse of your life before mine
You were so poetic I loved every line
Flash back now I remember the time
We shared fries at the Burger King you liked I don't even like that food
but I ate it just to be with you

cre you ready for this ride?

I deny what is real
I forget how to feel
I'm making a deal with the devil
I'm breaking down plates
I can't get my head on straight
or accept what is fate to feel better
Cuz the five stages of grief feels like forever

Now I'm on the pink velvet couch
It's a Tuesday at 4 o'clock sharp
cnd this marks the first time in a while
I'm going to say it out loud
It's time to get the feelings out
Despite my hesitation
I wanna open up and say shit
No one prepares you for this situation
Now I'm sitting here my hands are shaking

Do you wanna take a look inside?

I deny what is real
I forget how to feel
I'm making a deal with the devil
I'm breaking down plates
I can't get my head on straight or accept what is fate
to feel better, to feel better

They say time will heal all of my pain
But time is like a Dali painting
Melting in space can't you see
or paint a vivid memory
But our love will last forever
The times that we spent together
What's eternal is beyond my mind
cnd now I can't

Deny what is real
I remember how to feel
Sending love to the angels in heaven
I'm breaking down hate
My heads on pretty straight
I accept what is fate
and eventually, eventually feel better
Cuz the five stages of grief won't last forever