Dream of your sweet love
Wake up in this sick world
I don't want to get out of my bed now
I don't want to leave my home, no. No.
Study a degree that I hate
With a teacher who is a fucking pain
Put up with people who make up gossip about me
That makes me feel worthless and invisible
Fantasize about falling from the third floor
Think about whether to smoke a cigarette or not
Take the bus home, put on my headphones and look out the window.
Hug my pet "ball" sigh, take pills and start recording this song

Falling in love in the back of my mind
I have been mourning the dead lights,
I tried to save them but I couldn't,
I am a typical loser who never wins and it's okay for me
Because I'm already used to the misery they give me