I find ways
To fill my days
So I don't think
About the
Plans we made
I find peace
In my sleep
Cause in my dreams
It's like
Nothing's changed

But then I wake
And it's all the same
It's been too damn long
I been feeling this way
Wonder if I'll always shudder
At the sound of your name
Wonder if I'll love another
After all of this pain
Did we make
A big mistake
Did we throw it
All away
All my friends tell me
To wait
But time ain't healing
Anything
So

I find ways
To fill my days
So I don't think
About the
Plans we made
I find peace
In my sleep
Cause in my dreams
It's like
Nothing's changed

And I may have my pride
At the end of the night
I won't call you but I
Still have you on speed dial
And I told you not to
Reach for me
Cause I know
Just how easily
You'd fall
Right back into me
And that slope
Is much too slippery
So

I find ways
To fill my days
So I don't think
About the
Plans we made
I find peace
In my sleep
Cause in my dreams
It's like
Nothing's changed

And I'll love you always

I love you xxx