How did I end up here?
Another bullshit year
Drowning in my fears

Oh, just a stupid girl
In her own messed up world
Tryna disappear

Will they even care if I’m not here?

I’m lost can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?

Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape

Feel the burning in my lungs
Think I’m too far gone
To get myself out this time

I hate when they tell me
That I should try harder
And there’s no such thing
As a mental disorder

It’s all in my head
That’s what they said
Then why can’t I get the fuck out of my bed?

They probably wouldn’t care if I’m not here

I’m lost can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?

Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape

Don’t wake me up
I’ve had enough
Just leave me numb
And painless

Don’t wake me up
My time is up
Just set me free

I know they wouldn’t care if I’m not here

I’m lost can’t be found
I speak but make no sound
And my thoughts weigh me down
Will I swim or will I drown?

Words are spoken underwater
Through the echos in the waves
Maybe everything gets better
If I don’t try to escape
(If I don’t try)
(Broken underwater)