MX- MIDNIGHT MEMORIES
[VERSE 1]
Staring right at my reflection
Is this all that I see?
Is this emptiness all in me
Is this the true image of me
You told me that you will be great
What the hell happened to all of your dreams
Yea I know that the system is rigged
But have you been fighting so hard as it seems
What has been really wrong?
Is it the pain from the past that scares the shit out of you
Tell me what’s been going on?
Is it the demons that you left that are haunting you too?
I have been trying to figure out these things
But you’ve given me some hard times to think
My head is crowded with so much to sink
But you keep making it harder for me
I’ve been in my feelings, and you caused it
Gave me faith but I almost lost it
Now I’m standing here in this void trying to find my way
And I feel I lost it
Looking at you but my vision’s blurry
Thinking about our future’s scary
Pain in my heart that I’m trying bury
All these tears in my eyes that I’m trying to carry
It’s not easy
You caught up in illusions with so much lies
But when the truth came almost lost your mind
And now I’ve been feeling it all the time
And I wish it dies cuz I’m out of time
I say that I’m ok but I am dying
You say that you’re ok but you are lying
You say that you’re doing it but you are trying
And it’s just the truth that you’ve been trying to hide
Is this all I get, from the good that I did?
From the right that I did
Is this why I’m unique?
Fuck it don’t care about anything else
I just want something to show that I’m worth it
I just want a sign to show I’m not wasted
I just want life to be little less heartless
And something to show the world that I’m the greatest

[CHORUS]
Life isn’t what it seems
So let the song cry, let the song cry
The world isn’t what it seems
So let the skies cry 3x

[VERSE 2]
We all have our own demons that we all trying to hide
We feel embarrassed just to show them
So we keep them right inside
We try to keep them out of sight
We try to lock them in our minds
We lock them so tight in this cage just for safety
But one day these cages might crash
Or maybe not, what am I saying?
Or maybe still, but I’m just saying
Well these are mine and I’m saying
That I’m trying to get them out of my chest
I am tired to hide them in my chest
I just want to let them out so rest
This is my salvation, this is my test
Don’t be afraid it’s just me getting messed
Now I’m talking back to you, yes I mean to you
No I’m not yet done, done talking to you
You should have a clue, you gave me the boost
You gave me the shoes, now I feel the pain
Pain inside my shoes, pain inside my foot
Only you can feel, feel the pain I feel
I know that you here, get me out of here
Give me hope again, show me faith again
All I need is you, cuz you know the truth
Give me wings again, give me strength again
To fight what I want, fight with all my might
Fight to find my light, fight to see the light
I need this light to revive me, I need the light to revive me
I need the might just to cope with this
I need this light just to cope with this
I know you can hear me, cuz you’re my reflection
I know you can feel it, cuz I am you and you are me
I know there’s no gain without pain
But give me the strength to endure the pain
Through all these midnight memories
Give me the strength to endure this pain

[CHORUS]
Life isn’t what it seems
So let the song cry, let the song cry
The world is never what it seems
So let the skies cry 3x
Let the skies cry
Let the song cry