Wishes from a man
God I hope you understand
I don't have a plan
So I leave it in your hands
Asking for forgiveness
With all those prayers that I sent
Always keep it real
I don't have time to pretend
All these fake smiles
Just waiting for my end
I like to sit in silence
And keep my distance

The struggle and the pain
Really made me who I am

Please clarify some things
I never seem to understand

Why Half of these people walking around
Just fake woke
Only like to react if the media say so

Who the fuck am I
To laugh at someone else's struggle
Do this shit for attention
Cause your momma never loved you
Or your pops came late
And he never got to hug you

Please tell me what the issue is
All these little starving kids
Don't even got a shoe that fits

Tell me why it hurts to give
Tell me why it hurts to live
Tell me why we all falling In a ditch

I don't wanna keep going
Unless I really have to
Keep it to yourself
Unless I really ask you

Tell me if you really care
I know shit ain't always fair
When you the one in need
People ain't always there

So you stuck in a box
Looking for some hope
When you really lost
Only need it now
It don't matter what the cost
It don't matter what the job
As long as we get across

I been feeling low
I just don't know
But it hurts to show
I don't know
I been feeling low
I just don't know
But it hurts to show
I don't know I

They been talking me down
So ima stand my ground
Look at all this hurt and pain
That I found
Close friends, turned strangers now
Been under for so long
Thought I would drown
But I'm still breathing for now

Still myself when strangers around
Keep my head up when dangers around

I wanna get my bread up
To be real dawg
I just been fuckin' feed up

With Everything that I been doing
Just hasn't been enough

I put my heart and soul in this
Guess I'm running out of love
Guess I'm running out of luck
Don't know what else to tell you
But this shit is really fuckin' tough

I know my time is coming
Sooner the better
Don't know why I keep running
Cause I Needa get my shit together
At least I know
How to act under pressure
So for now
It's whatever
Ima be down
With whoever, whenever

Hasn't been too long
But Feels like I been at it forever
I wanna drop this
Soon as possible
And come back November
So I can tell you
How ya boy came out from the under
I'm gone