I was real from the jump
I gave you patience
Gave you my heart and my trust
And you blew it
That should be me
Holding your hand
God must hate me, well God damn
I knew I should've done better
Now watch me go and do better
Watch me go and get better
I owe that to myself now
You gave no fucks 'bout my heart, why'd you throw it down?
Then you stomped it, felt that, I conceded
Called you things that I shouldn't have said, I should've bleeped it
You was my for lifer, I was holding all your secrets
Going from the wifey to an L, it's all completed
I washed my hands (Clean)
Early in the plan
Lost me when you entertained every other man
Guess she still the dumb hoe that fails every exam
Bet she still follows my music, she always been a fan
I broke my rules, for your love
A stupid fuckin game you was playing with my trust
If all you wanted was some dick, I could've given you lust
But all these bitches love the drama, so she broke my heart
That should be me
Holding your hand
God must hate me, well God damn
Imma let you know, long time coming, got to let you go (Let her go)
Guess I loved you more
You sending me X's and I'm sending you O's, go (XO)
And don't look back now
I'm not going down (Nah nah)
So lost in these days when all I wanted was the future with you
Always saw that come true
I don't need none from you, I fell too deep and you knew yeah
I've got lots of emotions, yeah I'm counting money
Improving myself as a man, God done told me something
I don't like to waste time love, now you owe me something
I got the truth and the answers, don't you tell me nothing
That bitch she love bombed me
She told me I'm the one, yeah her one only yeah
But she done capped on me
Now she playin' with everyone else except me when,
That should be me
Holding your hand
God must hate me, well God damn
Well God damn, well God damn, well God damn
Oh God damn, oh God damn, well God damn