My chest is open
I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it
I made poor choices
Mad over pretence, sad over secrets
I'm still your boyfriend
I didn't mean it, I was in pieces
Temperature peaking
I was just heated, I didn't mean it

Told me you can't save me and that saved me, what a paradox
Witness the demise of Lord Lucretius, he was once a god.
Fallen angel hanging out a falling helicopter
Fog, mist below the wing
A black abyss
Abode of Babylon

Fancy way of saying I was acting out of character
Acting like a boy, it played to show, I wasn't man enough
Thousand episodes, I'd run time low with sex and cannabis
Messaging these hoes, I'd stay DM, like lift a candle up

Had my reasons, drowning
Be my beacon
I'll apply my highest knowledge if you be my thesis
Insecurity snuck up as quiet as a thief is
Insecurity had me denying all my demons

Everybody dies
But they live life like they don't know it
Everybody dies
So love me now, embrace this moment
I don't wanna question where I stand with you
I don't wanna lose the lens the kept the vision focused

My chest is open
I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it
I made poor choices
Mad over pretence, sad over secrets
I'm still your boyfriend
I didn't mean it, I was in pieces
Temperature peaking
I was just heated, I didn't mean it

Can't believe I really nearly broke this
Not only am I broke, my heart is broken
I done made you question my devotion
Message loud and clear, didn't decode it

Need to reconnect like a decoder
Told you I could die, you shrugged ya shoulders
Told you it's no lie and you said "So what?"
Call me back tomorrow when you sober.

Call me back tomorrow when you sober.
Call me back tomorrow when you normal.
I don't wanna war, want to keep it cordial
But you domineer and act a corporal

Boy, you left a solid one in fractals.
All of this for what? To feel impactful? Wow!
You da nigga fucked her in the bathroom.
Mama always told you, you a handful Wow!"

My chest is open
I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it
I made poor choices
Mad over pretence, sad over secrets
I'm still your boyfriend
I didn't mean it, I was in pieces
Temperature peaking
I was just heated, I didn't mean it

My chest is open
I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it
I made poor choices
Mad over pretence, sad over secrets
I'm still your boyfriend
I didn't mean it, I was in pieces
Temperature peaking
I was just heated, I didn't mean it