I’ve been crying myself to sleep like no I don’t feel okay
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my selfishness I gave it away
This is not the time for you to rub success in my face
I’ve been feeling like I might just put a gun to my brain
I’ve been putting myself through this shit for way too long
Nothing left that you can do for me I’m way too gone
I would do anything just for you I got proof
I can’t stay in one place for too long gotta move
I dropped all my toxic friends to focus on you
Now I could disappear like hocus pocus on you
Traveling like the mail ain’t ever posting my moves
I got more money and less friends that’s what you supposed to do
I could buy you everything I know that’s boring to you
I got more interest in the things that’s more important to you
I’ve been manifesting things that I want in my life
I’ve been using other women to distract my mind
Putting bodies over love girl I know it’s not right
Why would I try to work on us when I know you’re not mine
I’ve been crying myself to sleep like no I don’t feel okay
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my selfishness I gave it away
This is not the time for you to rub success in my face
I’ve been feeling like I might just put a gun to my brain
I’ve been putting myself through this shit for way too long
Nothing left that you can do for me I’m way too gone
I’ve been putting myself through this shit for way too long
Nothing left that you can do for me I’m way too gone