Just as summer's come and go,
These opinions getting old,
But winter's getting colder
The things that I hold on to, just to feel at home,
ain't bringing me much closer
I guess I gotta grow,
But I don't really wanna know
I wasn't as alone as I thought I was,
Putting on a show, just tryna get along
But these false pretences never hold up
I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,
Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself
If I'm being hard on myself,
Would you be there to help, would you be there to help?
Aren't you getting hungry?
Think I need a hug please,
Think I need a second
Sometimes I'm not receptive,
I get lost in my perspective
Feeling a bit neglected when stories I tell get twisted
What's to be expected?
When I've been chasing indifference
Won't listen to any wisdom that pushes in,
Then I'm out
Missing wishes,
But until I'm unresponsive, I don't need me no more nonsense
Could I make it any more obvious now
I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,
Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself
If I'm being hard on myself,
Would you be there to help?
I suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,
Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself
If I'm being hard on myself,
Would you be there to help?
Scars of my life that go unnoticed, yeah,
Try and be alright and smell the roses
It's one hell of a ride,
Hell of a ride
Yeah, we were trying to survive and I know you know this
As I quiet in my mind and I feel less hopeless
Hard to deny, just about getting by, yeah,
I suppose that's why
Suppose I make it hard on myself, yeah,
Hard on myself, yeah, hard on myself
I make it hard on myself, yeah,
hard on myself, yeah, be there to help.