Why you had to die on me you really got me crying see
I know I got an angel but you left a part inside of me
Swelling with this anger and I feel it deep inside of me
When I see your pictures
I really don't know how to be
Wait... could you come back one more day
Could we eat have one more plate
If I saw you all the things that I would say
Would've said it then but I ain't know you'd go away
And it's Bless up
Thinking back on certain times I prolly should've checked up
Went about my business you was living now you isn't
They say that when you die is the real time you get considered
I wanna be a legend while I'm living like I'm stark
And even when I'm gone and when the amor falls apart
Don't wait until their gone to fully empty out your heart
I'm flowing like a broken hose when talking bout my love
Cause time is of the essence and it ends up so abrupt
You would think I was a junkie from the way I'm getting stuck
When I'm talking bout my feelings ion feel it not enough
So I Say
Why you had to die on me you really got me crying see
I know I got an angel but you left a part inside of me
Swelling with this anger and I feel it deep inside of me
When I see your pictures
I really don't know how to be
Wait... could you come back one more day
Could we eat have one more plate
If I saw you all the things that I would say
Would've said it then but I ain't know you'd go away
In the sky now
Wish I could be closer to ya I been getting High now
Went through the phases of when your mama find out
From this life shit I think I just need a time out
I just need to think for a minute lemme wind down
Talking with my nigga Kenny both our dads dead
I know he understand the dark thoughts in my head
Gotta keep me from the edge I be thinking bout my pops
Got the same name so you know it don't stop
Every time they call my name
I feel pain I see you
But at the same time it does motivate too
So I guess the blade I'm fighting with I guess it was dual that's cruel... tho
Why you had to die on me you really got me crying
See I know I got an angel but you left a part inside of me
Swelling with this anger and I feel it deep inside of me
When I see your pictures
I really don't know how to be
Wait... could you come back one more day
Could we eat have one more plate
If I saw you all the things that I would say
Would've said it then but I ain't know you'd go away