Can never be myself
They tired of my melancholy
Tried To Be Like them
Surrounded by their folly

Bleak black nights
Feeling nothing to lose
Totally unbalanced
Not something you choose

Just put on a mask
Have a bright smile
Don’t worry
If you were defiled

Grinning ear to ear
Just like to pretend
Behind closed doors
Wishing for the end

Can never be like them
Oh such a tragedy
Into the abyss
Pulled down like gravity

Strolling through a cemetery
Go there often
Praying for the day
Last nail in the coffin

Just put on a mask
Have a bright smile
Don’t worry
If you were defiled

Grinning ear to ear
Just like to pretend
Behind closed doors
Wishing for the end