I can't believe, I cant move on
You were here yesterday and now your gone
Tears in eyes while I write this song
You no longer on earth so I don't belong
I'd bring you back if I had one wish
Everyday gets harder I must admit
You left me here I ain't over it
Everything has a reason no fuck that shit

Feels like God just be on vacation
Tired of waiting aint got no patience
Feeling numb everything complacent
Dead man walking I need surveillance
Depressive thoughts is now my favourite
Things look better when its all jaded
Clouded eyes my permanent state
They say don't cry but its all fake
Nothing, don't matter no more
Inside, no peace just war
Thinking, I should've been gone
Rather, Id never been born
Knowing, I'm definitely lying
I tell them, I'm gon be fine
Knowing, there's no going back
I smoke up, till I fade to black

I can't believe, I cant move on
You were here yesterday and now your gone
Tears in eyes while I write this song
You no longer on earth so I don't belong
I'd bring you back if I had one wish
Everyday gets harder I must admit
You left me here I ain't over it
Everything has a reason no fuck that shit

Not saying I'm fine I'm flipping the script
I'm punching the wall I'm burning my wrists
I'm drinking all night I'm throwing a fit
I'm mad, I'm fuming, I'm heated, I'm pissed
Send the reaper my way imma choke out that bitch
Feeling guilty as hell that I aint do shit
Stages of grief cycling through it
Never pictured life would ever be this
I'm fighting these demon, I'm blowing up hell
Cause one of those niggas is why you aint here
Spreading hate and lies it's all bullshit
This world is evil I cant take it
Hating myself just cannot resist
Pouring my heart hope this heals it
Wouldn't be here without the music
To channel my thoughts all these feelings

I can't believe, I cant move on
You were here yesterday and now your gone
Tears in eyes while I write this song
You no longer on earth so I don't belong
I'd bring you back if I had one wish
Everyday gets harder I must admit
You left me here I ain't over it
Everything has a reason no fuck that shit