You fucked up my Netflix history but I didn't say shit
All I get is documentaries bout the Middle Ages
And you don't even ask when I'm quiet if I'm doing ok
Had a million opportunities but I didn't say shit

Why do I go out of my way for somebody
Always let you get your way on my body
And I'm avoiding every fight with I'm sorry
and then I blame myself

Why can't I be selfish
It's you that I, I can't be myself with
To put me first oh damn why do I hate it
I'm sick of, sick of, sick of, sick of faking
Why can't I be selfish
I wanna be a little myself-ish

Does self-love mean I can't control my ego
In all your space and protection I lost me though
Feel so bad when we fight
Guilty whenever I say what's on my mind
Eating my feelings is so unhealthy
Should put them out on my tongue to save me
Sometimes hurting makes shit less heavy
Damn

Why can't I be selfish
It's you that I, I can't be myself with
To put me first oh damn why do I hate it
I'm sick of, sick of, sick of, sick of faking
Why can't I be selfish
I wanna be a little myself-ish

Selfish
Selfish
I wanna be a little myself-ish