I'm sittin' beachside, just, feel me, just thinkin' bout some shit
Man, yeah
I'm sittin' beachside, thinkin' bout when he cried
His homie just got hit, so he said fuck it, nigga we slide
Hit us with a message, we gon' hit back with that reply
This shit ain't no Nintendo, niggas ain't gettin' no retry
Hit him with precision, his family sad cause they miss him
I'm askin' God these questions, when shit gon' change in the trenches?
I never get reply, but I'm always hopin' he listen
Like the mufuckas livin' by beaches, livin' with pensions
Cuz they ain't got a worry bout the shit that we
Worry bout, cause mentally
They ain't got a worry bout money, cause it come instantly
But honestly that money ain't everything, don't mean shit to me
Sittin' back and writin' these words I feel epiphany
Just like a revelation, my mind goin' different levels, like it's elevated
Jim Crow was long ago, but we still segregated
Slavery stay on my mind, I feel that devastation
Man, ain't no hesitation
My nigga fucked them reparations, I done lost my culture
Now everybody sayin' nigga, they be culture vulture
I put on for all my niggas, that's how I'm supposed to
Up and down, my life been feelin' like a rollercoaster
But I be keepin' motion, I ain't never been complacent
Everyday I'm stressin', wonder if I ever make it
Fightin' these demons
No retreatin', I just keep my patience
On my grind, I hustle seein' how far I could take it
These my deepest thoughts, I'm battlin' with introversion
Watchin' everybody, mentally I'm so observant
Tryna be perfect everyday, but nigga is it worth it?
Don't need perfection, imperfection, what's gon' make it perfect