It doesn't get easier
It doesn't get more bearable
Even when I try so hard
Not to think about you
Uh no
Something in the routine
Hits me like a blow
And then I see beyond my lies
That I repeat to me daily
Like a mantra like a creed
But I can't quite
Believe it

It doesn't get any easier
It doesn't get more bearable

Even when I try to think
It was better this way

Ou ou
Ou

And so I see through all the lies that I tell myself
I keep saying no but i know still want you (i really want you)
I can't help but feel like I nailed it
And this ""everything is ok"" face
Is getting harder and harder

It doesn't get any easier
It doesn't get more bearable
Even when I get to
Not to think about you

Ou oh oh
It doesn't get any easier
Ou oh oh
It doesn't get more bearable

My body twists and turns looking for you
I don't know which cell of my body misses you the most
You lived inside me
And then you left
Tearing me apart
As if I were an old cloth
Time will heal you they said
How long it takes because I'm here getting old
I am full of questions and at the same time
I've got a deep void inside that feels like a black hole
You left a black hole