Look
My road to recovery
I wanna get better so people around me can tell me they're proud of me
To get them to listen and be there for me when I'm struggling
I need humbling
Please help me today, tomorrow I might not be here but another place
I don't want you worrying now
When you should have been worrying the other day

Tell me to stay, I do not pray, God isn't real unless I'm not okay
Tend to reach out to the sky when the demons are winning
I start to decay, I'm rotting away
I'm clenching my teeth through the bottomless pain

I've been through the trenches and back
And I don't need nobody to tell me the way to behave
Cause they think they know better than me, that's a shame
No I do not need your help in this game
Life is a movie and I want the fame
Only a matter of time before I go insane
The mind of a psycho, I think I relate
I'm scared of the drama, I need to escape
Intrusive emotions, I need to evade

Como te llamas please tell me your name
Built up my courage cause I'm feeling brave
I want a Latina, Brazil, Argentina
They live kinda far so I need me a Spain
Let me feel the pain, let me feel it

Pain is the only way I know I'm breathing
Slowly it be killing me but I need it
Tired of silence I'm into the screaming
People that love you are mostly deceiving
Ask them a question they're dodging and weaving
Muhammad Ali I'm not talking about kneeling
It's that kind of season
Everybody wants a bit of the truth
But nobody's willing to go first and release it

My road to recovery
I wanna get better so people around me can tell me they're proud of me
To get them to listen and be there for me when I'm struggling
I need humbling
Please help me today, tomorrow I might not be here but another place
I don't want you worrying now
When you should have been worrying the other day