I didn't wanna leave, you made me
Put my trust in you and you failed me
Put my love in you and you skipped out
You was telling me that im the problem
I could give two shits now
Went to hell and back for you, you don't even care
I shoulda knowing there ain't no way around it
Now i'm thinking clear probably cuz you ain't here
I shoulda known there ain't no way around it
Its farewell to my first true love, my first true love
I ain't ever going back
Its farewell time to turn the page, turn the page
Crazy how you made it look easy
Its farewell to my first true love, my first true love
I ain't ever going back
Its farewell time to turn the page, turn the page
Crazy how you made it look easy
I cant lie you broke my heart into a million pieces
Supposed to be forever girl you had me so defeated
I was blinded by the love, couldn't see that shit comin
Shoulda smashed first night then kept on running
It was toxic but i thought we coulda made shit work
My loyalty kept me around a lot longer than it was worth
And so it hurts to the core reminiscing on the memories
Ever since you left i been working on a better me
They said Lou get a grip, just move on
I ain't wanna listen cuz i thought you were different
now I'm right back in the kitchen whipping up a new song
Sad to say its fuck you cuz you folded like a futon
I'm to raw to let that shit get to my head
But damn how am i supposed to take back all the words that i said
That's three years down the drain and ain't no getting it back
Now I'm stiff arming a bitch if she getting attached
Its farewell to my first true love, my first true love
I ain't ever going back
Its farewell time to turn the page, turn the page
Crazy how you made it look easy
I cant lie you broke my heart and then i fell apart
Though you were my ride or die until you put the car in park
Blinded by the love you gave me plenty of reason
Like a pope with a cross i was fighting your demons
It was toxic but i thought that we could make shit last
Now i soak the bridge in gas and i lit up the match
Its time to reevaluate i'm trying to leave behind a legacy
You was my distraction now i'm working on a better me
They said Lou get a grip just move on
I ain't wanna listen cuz i thought that you was different
Realized that i was tripping feeling peaceful now that you gone
Sad to say that good doesn't out weigh that shit that you on
I'm to raw to let that shit get to my head
But damn how am i supposed to take back all the words that i said
That's three years down the drain and ain't no getting it back
Now i stiff arm a bitch if she getting attached
Cuz I Put my trust in you and you failed me
Put my love in you and you skipped out
You was telling me that im the problem
I could give two shits now
Went to hell and back for you, you don't even care
I shoulda knowing there aint no way around it
Now i'm thinking clear probably cuz you ain't here
I shoulda known there ain't no way around it