Was there a day when the switch flipped?
Was it always gonna be like this?
Wear my guilt like a necklace
Weight is leaving my breathless

Reassure me that I'm more than a lost cause
cll that I see is the sum of all my flaws

I'm trying
I'm dying
I'm trying
Before I run out of time

Help me clean all the dirt off my hands
Help me understand
I'm trying
Let me clean all the hurt off my hands
Help me understand
Before I run out of time

Follows me when I go out
Still right there when I lay down
Two cM when I knock out
Wake back up to another round

I'll fake a smile, yeah I've had enough practice
Would you still stay if you knew what my past is?

Help me clean all the dirt off my hands
Help me understand
I'm trying
Let me clean all the hurt off my hands
Help me understand
Before I run out of time

I'm trying
I'm dying
I'm trying
Before I run out of time

Help me clean all the dirt off my hands
Help me understand
Before I run out of time

Help me clean all the dirt off my hands
Help me understand
I'm trying
Let me clean all the hurt off my hands
Help me understand
Before I run out of time

Help me clean all the dirt off my hands
Help me understand
I'm trying
Help me clean all the hurt from my hands
Help me understand
Before I run out of time