You asked me
if I would have
a drink with you
Please, your eyes said, take a sip
All I could think is I’m as scared as you
Our conclusions are wrong
The only way you could help yourself is a spear
We both know we won't change
Were stuck in it now, I don't remember when

Don't say sorry
when you told me that you'd make it
We both know, we won't change

This life, we could take for granted
Dear gawd, this is what we wanted

If I could just have this one answer
life would make sense again
let me have one more sip
let me read one more page
Trust me these answers are fine
if my organs bubble and if my family shreds
the pieces won’t haunt
Let me have, these answers
These answers are fine, these answers are mine

Don't say sorry
when you told me that you'd make it
We both know, we won't change
This life, that we take for granted
Dear gawd, this is what you wanted
For yourself

This life, I will take for granted
But dear gawd, it's not what I wanted

This is what we made
And Our blood was never a treatment, not the toxin we hoped
This is what we made
This is what we made
This is what we made
This is what we made
This is what we made

Gawddamn, there’s a scale to addiction
patterns from one map to another
When you can't be happy, when you can't see straight
You can't learn anything
that matters
We both know nothing will change it
And all the answers are lies, and all the solutions fracture
They’re toxins that seep down, through every crack
To poison every answer