I've been a mess
No ion know what to do
I've been a mess
That's why I come to you
It's been a mess
I've been goin cray
It's been a mess
Lemme tell you bout my day...
(Ayy)
Shit's been insane
I always thought it would be plain
(Ugh)
Living in shame
This ain't the life I'm tryna claim
(Nah)
Fighting for fame
Just tryna get my name enflamed
(Ugh)
But I feel pain
Maybe I should blow my brain
(Wait)
This shit just got the best of me
Tryna find fame, but it won't rescue me
Tryna find hope day by day
But I guess there's none anyway
Cause I'm tryna be the best
And for that ion get no rest
It's been truly insane
The flame I'm tryna reclaim
(But shit)
Maybe there's none
Maybe I'm not the one
Maybe I'm not the son
Maybe it'll never be
Maybe there's no strength in me
Maybe I'll never be alright
Maybe I should give up the fight
Hell no
Bitch I'm sipping the dro
I'm tipsy as hell
But these feelings do dwell
And I keep them inside
Cause I don't like to confide
In these random hoes
But I gotta letchu know...
These things I go through I know you do to
(You do)
That's why I speak cause I know it'll help you
(Help you)
Shit I hate making these songs
But these ones that live on
So even when I'm on
You'll know
I've been a mess
No ion know what to do
I've been a mess
That's why I come to you
It's been a mess
I've been goin cray
It's been a mess
Lemme tell you bout my day...
Get comments now telling me not to quit
(This is it)
Get comments now that I sound like shit
(This ain't it)
These friends I have stuck by me through the pain
The friends I had they left me in the rain
(Hoe)
There ain't no good or bad
It's how you go through it
But I don't dwell in pain
I put it in the music
There ain't no shame
In saying how you feel
That's why I stay In the real
And I can't conceal
(Cause shit)
What can I do
If I can't make tunes then what do I do
I get depressed if I don't make songs
Cause this is where I belong
Too many days I don't feel right
Make a tune I'm quite alright
(ugh)
Cause Ion fuck with they ideals
Fuck what they say and make your shit real
I remember last year I couldn't do shit
And now I do everything myself tryna get lit
(Ugh)
These things I go through I know you do to
(You do)
That's why I speak cause I know it'll help you
(Help you)
Shit I hate making these songs
But these ones that live on
So even when I'm on
You'll know
I've been a mess
No ion know what to do
I've been a mess
That's why I come to you
It's been a mess
Life's been goin cray
It's been a mess
Lemme tell you bout my day