I run from pain chase smoke and mirrors
Love live your life, take your time
I still ain't changed but I see clearer
All alone I had nobody on my side
For a long time been out my fucking mind

Stack until I gotta switch accounts
Lasers on the blazers we gone waste you close your mouth
And nigga if your daddy was a rat then you a mouse
Always been on my own since mama put me out the house
Standing dead up in the storm without no raincoat
I get full of drugs and feel the love like where my pain go
I just wanna love and wanna trust don't want fame no
Wasn't surprised looked in your eyes you not the same no
Ain't giving a fuck but tryna change my way of living
Praying all my wrongs and all my sins can be forgiven
When you down bad and you hurting don't nobody wanna listen
And if them niggas sleep then I bet I get they attention
Bitch I'm Keedie I ain't gone stunt I ain't gone lie I can get greedy
Cause I need you but come to find out you don't need me
You hurt me down bad and bitch you did it for no reason
But that shit up in the past I'm living in a different season

I run from pain chase smoke and mirrors
Love live your life, take your time
I still ain't changed but I see clearer
All alone I had nobody on my side
For a long time been out my fucking mind

Even though I lost you you ain't lose me
Nekayba come back these want lie and they want use me
Nobody gave a fuck when I was standing in the rain
Crying on my shoulder I come over cause you feel my fucking pain
Maybe I be tripping cause we one of the same
Crying while I wrote this hook because I had you on my brain
I ain't tripping cause the time different
Hide what's in my cup when I'm not round you you know I'm sipping
Who that you mentioned pack your heart like it's a pistol
Lock my heart like it's in prison give you love only intention
Tatt a portrait of your love
Thank God for you cause He sent you from above

I run from pain chase smoke and mirrors
Love live your life, take your time
I still ain't changed but I see clearer
All alone I had nobody on my side
For a long time been out my fucking mind