Lurking in my skin, there's guilt and remorse
Drowning in my lean, I'm lost in my thoughts
Washed another pill, to tone down my flaws
No one coming in, my eyes on the wall
Drooling in my bed, but my eyes are locked
On a demon staring down into my heart
Nothing good to see, shit been torn apart
Thought that this would heal it but it's acting up
I can't hear you talking to me
I'm lost in a world that nobody can see
Got weight on my shoulders enough to believe
The choices I made come with taxes and fees
Some parts of my soul went away
I wonder if anything's left to astray
Did my demon take it all as a repay?
Cause someone else at my wheel will never change
Why can't I stop your tears from coming?
Have I done it again? Am I falling?
In your eyes, no way out this apartment
Can't look at you again, I'd be drowning
I won't explain what's going inside my head
There's delusion and confusion, shit ain't gonna never end
Wanna help you but I don't know how to answer your demand
Guess my word will never do it, gotta start over again
Lurking in my skin, there's guilt and remorse
Drowning in my lean, I'm lost in my thoughts
Washed another pill, to tone down my flaws
No one coming in, my eyes on the wall
Drooling in my bed, but my eyes are locked
On a demon staring down into my heart
Nothing good to see, shit been torn apart
Thought that this would heal it but it's acting up
Can you hear these chains? They're moving
People think that I'm just grooving
Trying to get them off, I'm proving
But these eyes are closed and loosened
From the shit they hear outside
They don't see the waste of time
In my world I'm fighting, right?
I got Juice to show my ride
But he didn't make it out
I'm scared I'll end the same, but I'll find a way out
I need to pour all this syrup, a different cup
Can't stop coughing, I'll sip one more before I drown
Then I'll show you everything,what it feels like
Shouting closed doors in a mind that don't feels right
Left in a corner where no one can hear cries
Sick of r.i.p. hope all legends can sleep tight
Felt like there's no way out, my memory loss
Was cleaning attempts to escape my own thoughts
Dirty pissing while dripping saliva, my jaw
Locked to the extent where letters never grow
I changed up my story and met up my bro
He fixing my tune and my energy flow
Don't get it confused and don't threaten my foe
We'll fuck you up in ways nobody will know
Lurking in my skin, there's guilt and remorse
Drowning in my pain, I'm lost in my thoughts
Washed another bitch, to tone down my flaws
They keep coming in, my eyes on the wall
Water in my bed, but my eyes are locked
On a demon staring down into my heart
Nothing good to see, shit been torn apart
Thought that this would heal it, let me start it up
Lurking in my skin, there's guilt and remorse
Drowning in my pain, I'm lost in my thoughts
Washed another bitch, to tone down my flaws
Money coming in, my eyes on the wall
Water in my bed, but my eyes are locked
On a demon staring down into my heart
Nothing good to see, shit been torn apart
Thought that this would heal it, got it running, hope