I'm still counting the dust on the floor of my car
And you can't be mistaken, you know that I'm all out of time
Out of time
I still think I catch glimpses of you from afar
Have you loved him the way that you said in my arms all the time?
All the time?
Colder suddenly
Shoulders cuddled, we scolded time for its coming and going too fast
Oh, fast
But why did you run away?
How could you?
Do you still want to feel like the girl we all want?
Yet the birthdays you wait for
Just words on your wall
And I can't believe you always thought loyalty was boring
And I roll down the window
Blow smoke, watch it fall
Did you know how it feels to feel nothing at all?
It's so perfect, haven't you heard yet?
So in love, don't cut, don't cut me off
The state of the world's too ugly to face
I still drink like I dream, too fucked up to chase it
The blasphemous joy, how'd you lie in my arms?
I found purpose that autumn
Twelve seasons have fallen
The years are all copies, just green in my cartridge
They crowned you the Victor, made monsters so heartless
I can't hate that sunset
So fuck who you want
I don't care if you're gone
Do you know how it feels to feel nothing at all?
Maybe it's time we all go home