I don’t want you feeling this pain that I’m feeling inside of me right now,

So I just smile,

To make it better for you,

And they say that silence is golden,

But it ain’t the same when you feel lonely,

As a man I hold in my emotions,

To make it all better for you,

Verse 1

I’m a father,

A husband,

A brother,

A friend,

And I don’t know what else to do but pretend I’m okay,

But that’s okay cuz I’m a soldier,

Just lean on me for a shoulder,

And we can make it through together,

I hope this pain don’t last forever,

I’ll do my best to make it better,

Shine sun on your rainy weather,

But don’t you give up on me now,

Just give me one last effort,

I know,

This road,

Seems so far away,

And lord knows,

I lost some parts of me along the way,

So I,

Try to put pieces of me back together,

Time moves to fast for it to last forever,

Life isn’t fair it will win if you let it,

Lessons are learned from mistakes don’t regret it,

Your life is important and don’t you forget it,

Right now in this moment if you feel neglected just follow me into the light that I’m sheddin,

You’re working it perfect,

You got this this I promise,

I’m right here by your side,

Just know that I’m watchin,

I may not have enough love for the both of us but I do got enough for you,

A friend to say hey and take away pain cuz that’s what we’re all supposed to do but we don’t,

Cuz everyone wants to compete,

And you’re following everyone’s path to end up as someone that you don’t wanna be,

Now you’re staring yourself in the mirror like “why in the fuck does this happen to me?”

I cannot tell you how many times I’ve been there myself so trust and believe when I speak it’s kydd,

Hook 2

I don’t want you feeling this pain that I’m feeling inside of me right now,

So I just smile,

To make it better for you,

And they say that silence is golden,

But it ain’t the same when you feel lonely,

As a man I hold in my emotions,

To make it all better for you,

I don’t want you feeling this pain that I’m feeling inside of me right now,

So I just smile,

To make it better for you,

And they say that silence is golden,

But it ain’t the same when you feel lonely,

As a man I hold in my emotions,

To make it all better for you.