Speeding through heavy rain
I ride with tunnel vision
Got your girl on my waist
Her hands up on the ceiling
Snort the
Snort the pain away
This was not what I visioned
But I gotta get moving
I'm getting by
Man I been
Fucked up
Couple cups
Filled up to the rim
Drank the bottle
To the bottom
Swimming in the sins
My past been catching up to me
Or it already did
Couple hours given to me
Not much left to live
For
Baby what happened
That shit was fantastic
Just a game
I'm running out of words to say
I cannot explain
I been traumatized
Over and over again
Wishing I could take back the past as I get older man
I'm working everyday
Tryna get my mind right
Looking back up at the stars
Wondering if this the night
I might be playing myself
But maybe that's alright
I pour my heart out on this paper
Cock back the barrel
Goodnight