Can't decide
Indecisive but I feel alive
There's a drive in me, I keep moving and I strive
I feel wide-eyed
I feel high pride when I sniff a Five
I'm the guy who gets high, brain is hella fried
I'm surprised at this point that I'm still alive
Feel the high
Hit a party, freebasing with drugs that I didn't even have to buy
What a guy, again this boy wide-eyed
I'm alive but my soul just died
Can't decide if I want to ride or die
Fuck my pride
Downfall got me questioning this life, why?
Grinding on my teeth while a bitch grinding up on me
She just want the piece, couldn't get it up so I watched her leave
Had a perc' before I went to work
Consciousness was on freeze, emotionally I was just so hurt
Kicked the habit
Kicked the bucket
I said fuck it
Now I'm kicking up this dirt and honestly I love it

Just need a little way out to get away from this shit
My head's in the clouds, reality's hitting me like bricks
Smoking by the ounce, the only way to get lit
Shooting stars but you can't count on a wish