You want me to stay

‘cuz you know I’m going away.

If you have something to say

Hurry up 'cuz I don’t have much time to waste

One step forward and one step back

With you there’s always hide and seek

‘cuz, you never speak your mind


And I’m the one to blame

'cuz I know you can’t be tamed


Bad decisions, self-destruction

Am I bored? Did I run out of options?

Tell me why do I choose the guys

Who only call me when they’re drunk or high


I keep waiting

For you to change your mind

But I’m not stupid

I know this ain’t gonna last

One step forward and one step back

I’m forgetting who I am

'cause I don’t want a breakup


And I’m the one to blame

I should turn around if I don’t wanna play


Bad decisions, self-destruction

Am I bored? Did I run out of options?

Tell me why do I choose the guys

Who only call me when they’re drunk or high


It’s the same guy

Over and over again

It’s the same guy

With different height, with different hair

It’s the same guy

The one who was never there

It’s the same guy, my first and latest

The one who killed me, the one who saved me

Throughout my teens and in my twenties

They’re all the same

Cuz I suck at dating


Bad decisions, self-destruction

Am I bored? Did I run out of options?

Tell me why do I choose the guys

Who only call me when they want to


Fuck decisions, self-destruction

Am I bored? Did I run out of options?

Tell me why do I choose the guys

Who only call me when they want to

Fuck!