I told myself
I wasn't going back
I told myself
I wasn't going back

I told myself
I wasn't one of them
I told myself
I wasn't one of them
But when the smoke finally cleared my eyes
It took me too long to realize
Oh, this is all I know
It's ripping up my soul

How do you grow up
When you still love rock and roll
And how do you grow up
When you feel so out of control
Just give me a sign

Oh, you've gotta give me a sign

I hate myself
You know I'm such a spazz
I hate myself
Oh, you know I'm such a spazz

I run so far but it makes no sense
It's on my back and it's on the fence
It's everywhere I go
It's ripping up my soul

It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight
It's ripping up my soul tonight

It's ripping up my soul
It's ripping up my soul
It's ripping up my soul
Oh, it's ripping up my soul tonight