At the wake, are you dreamin'
Sang my heart, for your peace and
Wouldn't know, that I'd relive this day
(Relive it all over again)
Through the years and the seasons
Everything changed for a reason
At only twelve
I learned how to break
I could live a whole new life
But you'll never see it with your own eyes
Never hear the songs I sing
I've relived every emotion
What I'd give just to get that closure
And I know I'd die trying
Again and again and again and again
Had I called at 2am
Had I followed my intuitive feeling
I wouldn't hold all your voicemails at stake
And that guilt, now it haunts me
Everyone says it's not on me
But how would they know:
I was awake!
But you live a different life
I don't know what year it is in your time
And I feared I wouldn't be ready for this
I've relived every emotion
What I'd give just to get that closure
And I know I'd die trying
Again and again and again and again
And I
Might drown
In a salty river of sorrows
My heart is still hollow
From when you went to the
Sky oh why am I
Still now
Needin a savior
From reckless behaviors
I wanted to give up
But I'm scared
That I'll forget you and
I don't understand it
I cannot accept this
I won't believe
I won't believe you're gone
I'll close my eyes
To see you again
At the wake now
You were dreaming
After I sang, all my feelings
How you hug me again
And each time I'm
Slowly healing
You visit us
November's feeling
So blue again
Well I've lived a whole new life
At the end, it was just right
Close my eyes, just to see you again
And finally put you to rest