I see it in the way
you brush your hair
the way you stare in the mirror
I see it in the way
you turn your gaze
when you share what's real
I see it in the way
all your shame
all that shame

and sometimes i just want to escape
I dream of jumping on that train
can i leave behind all of this weight i carry
I want no one to know my name
I want no one to know my name

I see it in the way
I push you away from me
when i think you might leave
I see it in the way
I act like i don't need
all you try and give to me
I see it in the way
all my shame
all that shame

and i know we just want to run away
but what does it take to sit with the pain
may we gain the strength
to bear the weight
of all this shame

because i want you to know my
and i want to know your
because i want you to know my
and i want to know your name
know my name