Ooh, oh mmmm
I think I need a life line
All you ever seem to do is crowd my mind
I'm looking for the better days
So I spend most of my time trying to meditate
Or drink, or smoke, or both
Sometimes it work, some it don't
Just tryna find a way to cope
I'm going down a slippery slope now
And I'm tryna find a way out
Think I'm 'bout to relapse
Been thinking 'bout all the thing I know I can't get back
Those late night drives, FaceTime calls
Can I retract
All the things I said to you when I was blue
I was just trying to hurt you too
I said I wouldn't do that shit to you
Relapse
Been thinking 'bout all the things you said to me
Recap
How you would never leave me lonely
A certified homie, yeah
Relapse
I'd turn my token in for just a plea
Even if you wouldn't fight for me
My toxic trait, how could I disagree
I took your picture off my wall
And your painting too
Everything reminds me of you
Deleted pictures off my iPhone ooh
But you're all up in my mind
Taking up my space and time
I've got too much pride to swallow
I just sit here and wallow
Reminiscing about you like it's deja vu
The life of the party, it was me and you
Didn't have much to offer, it was honest and true
Got a bad case of PTSD from you
And I hope you spare the next one that you do it to
Think I'm 'bout to relapse
Been thinking 'bout all the thing I know I can't get back
Those late night drives, FaceTime calls
Can I retract
All the things I said to you when I was blue
I was just trying to hurt you too
I said I wouldn't do that shit to you
Relapse
Been thinking 'bout all the things you said to me.
Recap
How you would never leave me lonely
A certified homie, yeah
Relapse
I'd turn my token in for just a plea
Even if you wouldn't fight for me
My toxic trait, how could I disagree
I got a toxic trait, yeah
I know you can relate babe
Can I retract all those things I said to you
I was just trying to hurt you too
I got a toxic trait bae
Been thinking 'bout the things you said to me
Never leave me lonely, yeah
Even if you wouldn't fight for me
My toxic trait, how could I disagree
Yeah
Mmhmm I got a toxic trait