Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Let’s take a trip into my mind and see what’s really going on
I’m tired of the nonsense and I think it’s time I move right on
Onto another day and maybe see a better fate
One where I could say I’m happy not just say I'm okay
That’s the thing
People wanna talk about me say I’m not the man I used to be
Well good I changed you see?
I rap about my life and think
Of all the things I could’ve been and all the things I wanna be
I fell into a trap and then I let it get the best of me
But a little bit of faith is like a mustard seed
A little bit of pressure makes a diamond grow
I’m on the slopes an avalanche it hit me 10 feet under snow
I found some hope but feel so cold
Im lost in sin I need you Lord
I’m on the floor I’m begging now I need a coat
Cover up, fill my cup, give me love
And take the hate I have inside my body boiling over lose control and then I’ll probably
Push away the ones I need the most
Take my shadows take my ghosts
Take my fears take my thoughts
Put the needle in my arm and give a shot, a dose of medicine, Your love I felt again
I need you now to take my sin
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Here’s a thing or two I learned from climbing up the ladder
If your absence never bothered them your presence never mattered
Now I’m scattered and I’m shattered
And I pick all the pieces put the puzzle back together
See the picture not a fixture, find the day, find my faith, find my fate, find my place
I need ya but I need my space
Those the words I hate to hear but know I need to shift the gears
And move on to a better year
Take my fears and move on to a better place
I hate to say it but I know I need some change
No complaints hide my face
And pop off in the shadows work behind the scenes
Complacency’s a friend of me I’ve chained my life
Time I cut the chains release the pain and grab the light
A better me, amphetamine, so y’all call see the parts of me
I’ve changed that’s right
I say I’m fine life hit me twice
It’s sad to see but had to be
The gravity it’s weighing down my agony
But forced a kid to push the weight and grow a bit
One thing I’ll never do is grab my towel and call it quits
I’m a fight it till I find it, not resigning, I designed it
I defined it then denied, but I’m blinded, so I need your help to grab my hand and guide it
Take my sin don’t let me hide it
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud
Take my sin cleanse me now
Grab my hand hold me down
Take my pain wash it out
Help me now I shout out loud