[Verse 1]
In my pursuit of bein’ a star
I’ve been confused, seen the stars
Nothing moved, not even scars
Not the bruises, not the past
I’ve had losing, I’ve had hearts
That I’d loosely break apart
Been a douche, I’ve been an arse
Chipped a tooth, arms in cast
Twisted truths and twisted arms, uh yeah
Had a lot of baby mama dramas
Had a lot of crazy spittin’ llamas
I’ve had to hide like I’m Osama
Mixed feelings like Obama
All these problems, all this trauma
I think, well, what the fuck am I
Supposed to do with all this ammo?
Ammunition’s stocked, yeah, I know
But it’s passed, cannot keep past loads on me
That will keep me mad so
I need to change my mindset
Change up how my life is
If I’m stuck thinkin’ ‘bout the past, well I’d lie if
I said it didn’t mean that the present has been lifeless
It’s kindness that I advocate for all the time
But then why do I still blame my parents for my childhood
Being the catalyst for my problems? Forget that time ‘cuz

[Chorus]
Know we’ve been through a lot you’re still my brother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my mother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my father too
Can’t change the past so what am I to do?
Know we’ve been through a lot you’re still my brother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my mother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my father too
Can’t change the past so what am I to do? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo?
Yeaaah-iii-yeeaah, whatamitodo?
Yeeah, whatamitodo? Yeeah, whatamitodo?
Yeeah, whatamitodo? Whatamitodo?

[Verse 2]
Too hyper focused on the unchangeable
Thinkin’ ‘bout whether or not my family is blameable
How ‘bout I focus on things I’m exactly capable
Of changing like anxiety’s unbreakable spell?
Got me in a cell, got me in a cell, stuck
Got me in myself, got me in myself, yuh
I don’t need to find the witch who started all of this
I need to find a witch to help me break me out of all of this, yuh
Sure, the source is needed for the rehab
But constantly thinkin’ ‘bout the sources causes relapse
I mean that, as one whose eyes’ opened, see that
When I saw my family, my body was stuck in the past
But finally I’ve let it go, I’ve let ‘em known
Movin’ out of the dreaded home showed me where to go
Now I call ‘em and I talk to ‘em like never before
I just needed time to heal and find peace alone

[Chorus]
Though we’ve been through a lot you’re still my brother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my mother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my father too
Can’t change the past so what am I to do?
Though we’ve been through a lot you’re still my brother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my mother, you
Know we’ve been through a lot, you’re still my father too
Can’t change the past so what am I to do? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo? Yeah
Yeah-yeah, whatamitodo?
Yeaaah-iii-yeeaah, whatamitodo?