Truly this has been the coldest summer
I lost my mom and it makes me wonder
Is heaven for real or is it a lie
I guess I won't know I'm waiting to die
No suicide on my mind but inside I am dying
Mix cyanide in my cup
Throw it down, bottoms up, Aye
Everything's different
Why they keep changing
The love gone missing, along with my patience
Somebody save us, the world too dangerous
I don't really wanna have a child right now
God forgive me Everything's wild right now
And I'm really drowning in my problems right now
Somebody throw me a rope
My heads underwater, please keep me afloat

I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Drowning

Aye, I can say that we came a long way
Still praying for some better days but i feel like today's okay, yeah yeah
Aye, I can say that we came a long way
Still praying for some better days but i feel like today's okay, yeah yeah

I been feeling the pressure, it's all in my head
I stay in my bed
How long until somebody thinks I'm dead
How long until I finally get some rest
I have been working too hard, I shoot for the stars but land on my face
Please give me some space
I need a little oxygen
Why is everybody tryna box me in
Whoa
I'm too different
You stuck in the same ole shit, better listen
What will you do for the sake of the children
Time to make a move
Will you make a decision
Whoa
I'm too different
You stuck in the same ole shit, better listen
What will you do for the sake of the children
Time to make a move
Will you make a decision

I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Drowning

Aye, I can say that we came a long way
Still praying for some better days, but I feel like today's okay, yeah yeah
Aye, I can say that we came a long way
Still praying for some better days, but I feel like today's okay, yeah yeah