Ain't no living clue
I'm gonna tell the truth
You know that i'm gonna be better than you
I want to be winning
No more pretending
I wanna see them right here now
No more words can define me
I wanna talk to me
I'm telling the truth
I'm telling the truth
I'm telling the truth
I'm feeling it now
I'm feeling it now
I'm feeling it now
Have you ever felt something in your mind lately
Feel like loneliness
Depression and more lazy
Well I have
It has been complicated
I never felt like this
Feel like i'm sick
How else am I supposed to describe it
I think i'm fine to stay alive
No way
I ain't lying
I just want to leave here today
I try to be like them guys
But i'm the one who's too shy
I just want to go comply
But ain't nowhere to go
Sometimes I feel like i'm going to fail
I know that i'm going to hell
I wanna make sure you ain't gonna stay back there
Cause I know that you'll love it here
I lied to you all
It was a meaningful trip
I saw my cousin
Good times
I keep saying i'm fine but I ain't inside
I want someone by my side
I want the one upstairs
But I know everyone will say that i'm such a weird guy
And a loser
Ain't no pretending
I just don't wanna lose it
Ain't no reminiscing
I just need her for one try
I promise I will never lie
I'm tryna be the one for life
But you just recording
I wanna stab me with a knife
And you'll be ignoring
I know that no one will be by my side
Ain't gonna tell my kids how she became my wife
But no more messing around
I love it one hundred thou-
Don't make me look like a clown
And then I know you won't frown
I got potential that's calling me
I wanna be proud
Say that i'm gonna do right
And then i'll go on down
No more talking for the might
It's the light that makes me right
I want to meet you on the other side of town
My face got round
No more messing around
My scars will show you how I drown
I'm tryna find
The one and only time
That time when i'm gon' die
I wanna get some time
So you can see me fine
And not cry
It's how I am live
I wanna make sure that you're gonna be okay
I know them pro palestinians have no rule for pain
You know they have no brain
It's just one big shame
I wanna kill them all until I suddenly faint
It feels like the time I was born
The doctor cut my mama open
Her whole stomach was torn
They tried to take me out and leave the estate
But accidentally got a knife and slashed my face
I wanna talk about the girls who saw me dj
You motherfuckers are whores and can't not masterbate
At least you're better than the one in Canada
She was a fucking twat and you guys only chat one and other
I feel like dissing one of my group of friends
The one that's on the other side
I cannot pretend
It will soon be the end
And your life too
Ain't no way you're gonna eat all that stew
Man fuck you Ben
You anti semite and racist friend
Fuck you Levi
Stop jerking under your pants
Fuck you David
Nothing to be said
And fuck you Noah
For never getting on again
I hope that you motherfuckers know
It doesn't matter how I show
Give me the respect I deserve and maybe I won't throw
It's the time for me to go
Back to bed and dream of more
Happiness in my life and even some hope
No more talking on the song
It's the dark that makes me wrong
I want to meet you on the other side of the world
Your face is wronged
No more messing around
My scars will show how you I live long
Ain't no living clue
I'm gonna tell the truth
You know that i'm gonna be better than you
I want to be winning
No more pretending
I wanna see them right here now
No more words can define me
I wanna talk to me