When I'm not busy, I am online
If you ask how I am, I'll say that I'm fine'
I stay connected, I stay in touch
If you ask what I'm up to I'll tell you not much'

I'm clenching my jaw,
Because I don't trust myself anymore

I am interested in things going on,
But one moment you're there the next you're gone

I'm clenching my jaw,
Because I don't trust anyone anymore

I'll give you nothing
Or I'll give you my all

But I'm scared of closeness
Of asking for more

I'm clenching my jaw,
Because I don't trust myself
I'm clenching my jaw,
Because I don't trust anyone anymore"