Verse 1:
I'm lying in my bed, staring at the ceiling
Trying to escape the pain and the feeling
That I'm all alone in this big, cold world
Feelin' like I'm suffocating, can't catch my breath

Chorus:
I don't know how much longer I can take
This hurt, this loneliness, this endless ache
I try to find the good, but it's hard to see
When everything around me is suffocating me

Verse 2:
I've made mistakes, I've hurt the ones I love
But I can't take it back, no matter how much I want
The guilt is eatin' me up, the pain won't go away
I just wish I could turn back time and do it all differently

Chorus:
I don't know how much longer I can take
This hurt, this loneliness, this endless ache
I try to find the good, but it's hard to see
When everything around me is suffocating me

Bridge:
I feel like I'm stuck in a never-ending nightmare
I can't escape this darkness, it's everywhere
I wish I could just wake up and it would all be gone
But the pain is real, it's all I've ever known

Outro:
I'm trying to hold on, but it's getting harder each day
I just wanna give up, find a way to escape
But I know I gotta keep on fighting
Even when it feels like
I'll find a way to make it through

Monologue
Yeah, I'm just trying to hold on but, somedays it gets a little too hard but eventually I make it out...
And you just can't give up because...
There's no easy way out, if you want to make things right, you gotta do it yourself
Get your hands dirty
Like... giving up it's just a way of saying you're weak and you just can't keep on with this mentality
Because it's not good for you, for your family, for your loved ones, the people that care about you.
And... I think that depression is just something that shouldn't be considered like
If a person wants to get helped then this person will get helped
She will seek help but if someone is just like giving up and doesn't want to live anymore
It's desire to... to feel the human things
I think that we should try and help people that need help
If they... even if they... don't seek help. we should try like...
Showing some love, some respect, some... some support
And if someone you know if struggling mentally with depression
Or similar sickness of mental health, you should help this person.
Because, maybe she will find a hobby or something that'll just distract her mind
Like me for example, I just wrote this awful lyric but...
It's just a way to... push things out of my chest
To be honest I... I've been through a hard time in my life
And... now it's, everything is okay and I just wrote this just for...
For no reason at all
And I think they should do things like this
Even if they... they don't feel sad
Or if they feel happy, they should write about things that they think it's important
Because maybe for me, maybe for me this lyric doesn't mean much because...
I wrote it for, in like... 10 minutes, maybe?
But for many people they may be
Be going through similar situations from the lyrics of the song
And they can find some support, they can find some shelter in these lyrics
Even if no one hears me because I'm just an a... an a upcoming artist
I just do things for hobby, I don't do anything for money
And if someone sees this, they can share with a friend
They can play in their house, they can listen
And I think that...
Even if this doesn't get too much attention it should help someone, I think
And that's, that's what makes me happy
And, I hope you go through everything you're going through
And you'll be fine...
Enjoy.