Hurting from the pain still feel it deep inside
You can see it on my face girl it's hard to hide
Johnny Johnny, girl don't you be out here telling lies
You a heartbreaker, but I guess I'm not surprised
Hurt from heartbreak, baby, so I'm smoking weed
But it only numb the pain, it don't set me free
Trapped inside my thoughts, can't find no way out
Like I'm suffocating, baby, I can't even shout
Letting go of pain, no more tears to cry
No more being sad, no more asking why
This my last heartbreak, this my last goodbye
This my last time I'ma speak as heartbreak Ty
Cause I'm tired of it swear this hurt been killing me
Like they be happy while I'm drowning in my misery
And I can't wait until the day that I break free
I heal others, but tell me who gone heal me
Feel like I'm healing from the heartbreak, I think I'm okay
But deep down, girl, I think about you every day
Girl, my heart is heavy and my soul tired
Fourth time in this hotel, girl, I'm so tired
Some girl's said take it slow, that ain't change shit
Some said speed it up, and that ain't change shit
Half my niggas got a side and a main, bitch
But doing that don't take away this pain, shit
They won't quit lying, this my 12th time getting fucked up
Bad choice of women, man, I need to get my luck up
They done caught me in 4K, getting fucked up
Tired of bougie women, all them women that be stuck up
I done took so many losses, when am I gone win?
When am I gone find the real, and I don't pretend
When am I not gone feel lost and be found again?
I know God got me though, so I'm bound to win
Hurting from the pain, still feel it deep inside
You can see it in my face, girl, it's hard to hide
Johnny, Johnny, girl, don't you be out here telling lies
You a heartbreaker, but I guess I'm not surprised
You had on a nice disguise
Said you a angel, you a demon in disguise, oh
A girl like you can fuck up my life, oh
When I feel wrong, you feel right, oh
I'm tired of being here, it's for heartbreak
Every woman in my life cause me heartache, uh
Swear these women fucking up my heart rate, uh
I know I'm the guy who my heart hate, cuz
Hurting from the pain, still feel it deep inside
You can see it in my face cause, it's hard to hide
Johnny, Johnny, girl, don't you be out here telling lies
You a heartbreaker, but I guess I'm not surprised
Hurt from heartbreak, baby, so I'm smoking weed
But it only numb the pain, it don't set me free
Trapped inside my thoughts, can't find no way out
Feel like I'm suffocating, I can't even shout
I try to smile and pretend I'm okay
But deep down, I think about you every day, oh
I'm in this hotel, I don't know how long I'll stay, oh
I just know I wanna heal from the pain, oh
Where my keys at? Let me check out, I'm done, I'm done
No, no, I'm healed, I'm healed, I'm okay, I'm okay
Trust me, I'm good, I'm good
I try to smile and pretend I'm okay
But deep down, I think about you every day, oh
I'm in this hotel, I don't know how long I'll stay, oh
I just know I wanna heal from the pain, oh