And if I tore me to pieces would you cry
If I broke your heart at least you'd
Know I'm dying out
Conversations never stay in line because
Throw me in the river when I die
All the lotus flowers hold my
Body when I'm drowning baby
I wish I was but I'll never be

I know you're lying spitting in my face
I gotta be paranoid I be looking both ways
I know your bestie and your girl
Don't see you like always wanted
You're unwanted
Don't you tell no fucking body I said

Please baby don't break me down I pray
Please baby don't break me down I pray
Please baby don't break me down
You lift me up and pull me back in

I pray to the god above
Oh can I be a flower that she loves
Do I deserve it I don't care at all
What is it
What is it
Like what'd I do oh lord
It rains guess I'm outta luck
Oh is it too much when I'm miserable
Oh baby tell me that I'm beautiful
Like a lotus flower bloom in mud

I know you lying
You wake up sweating
You gasping yelling out for your life
Truth is bleak but sweet
And you won't learn better
Just keep digging your grave
Guess it's better to start ahead

Please baby don't break me down I pray
Please baby don't break me down I pray
Please baby don't break me down
You lift me up and pull me back in

I pray to the god above
Oh can I be a flower that she loves
Do I deserve it I don't care at all
What is it
What is it
Like what'd I do oh lord
It rains guess I'm outta luck
Oh is it too much when I'm miserable
Oh baby tell me that I'm beautiful
Like a lotus flower bloom in mud

And if I tore me to pieces would you cry
If I broke your heart at least you'd
Know I'm dying out
Conversations never stay in line because
Throw me in the river when I die
All the lotus flowers hold my
Body when I'm drowning baby
I wish I was but I'll never be