Roaming, roaming, as I am
I am the nomad, the Buffalo man
Searching, searching, while I can
I am finding peace, and losing again
Yo
Wait a minute
Been lost for a while and my path's all twisted
But
Wouldn't be this far if I wasn't persistent
But it feels so distant
What does it mean
When I've given up a lot and barely reached my dreams
It just makes me wanna scream
Every time I came close it became a common theme
So I've been wasting my journey
Getting up too late and going to bed too early
Has this become my fate or just a bad high surly
Should I start to worry
Should I start to hurry
Fuck it
Ima stay right here
I've never had a problem cause I've had no fear
I never thought a cave could get me feeling so free
Away from the shit that scarred me and left me with PTSD
And trauma that came with depression
Made a lasting impression on me
All the aggression in me
This is my only release
Maybe I can just enjoy being at peace
But I'm trapped between fate and another mistake
So for years I've been saying I'm just "taking a break"
Dream to be "Roman the great"
I wish I could see what they see
But my dream's only dreams
And it hurts just to think
World ain't as it seems
Every time I blink
Mind goes to extremes
I'm a one man team
I'm the birds no bees
Now I'm old, out of touch
And my bones start to rust
I would roam and adjust
Just to get that buzz every time
Cause you lost my trust
Until I'm done
Children have to fend
Flocks we'll have to tend
Rules we tend to bend
But when, I'm done
Maybe this can end
Aye, aye, wait
I thought of something today
What are the odds I'd even be born in the first place
Used to want to be first place
The continuous rat race
The masses will obey
And never betray cause
It's a dream
For anyone living just to make a little green
Or live to be junkies and feens
Imagine the scene
Everybody's in jeans
But separated by decisions in the past unforeseen
Time to get on my feet
Forgot life so sweet
Start caring for my health
Keep brushing my teeth
Get outta this seat
Switch the white bread to wheat
So when I get on stage
I can move to the beat
And all the people I meet
I just want them to get
A good impression of me
But every time I just dread
That they scared and retreat
But that's just all in my head
That's just all in my head
That's just all in my head
I need to wake up and see that this is just all in my head
I'm a slave to a dream that got me running from death
Simplifying shit to make this shit make sense
Why when I speak the whole room gets so tense
Addiction always seems to come at my expense
It's like I ripped my pockets when I hopped that fence
Well
I hope it's not too late
I can move now, dropped all that weight
Never be afraid, so I GET PAID
Tired of everyone who took advantage of me
So watch me now, I'll take over the game
If you fuck around I'll cut you out that frame
So remember my name
Best remember my name
Until I'm done
Children have to fend
Flocks we'll have to tend
Rules we tend to bend
But when, I'm done
Maybe this can end
But still I gotta roam within
But still I gotta roam within
So off I go now
Time to keep searching within...