So
I mean
I think there's this
Underlying investigation
Of my memory
And my knowledge
And my decision making

And in some ways it
Felt over time as if
I was always being tested
Uh, like
Tested
Will I make
The right choice
Or
Will I make
Another wrong choice

And the worst part
Of the whole accident
Was that I don't
Even know what I did
Wrong to have myself fall
So I couldn't confirm
Or guarantee to anyone
That I wouldn't do it again

Cause, I was
Like
Just trying to be helpful