I don't think that I'mma ever be okay
I don't think I'll ever love someone the same
Wanna tell you how I feel but it's too late
I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave
Wait
I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think I'll ever love someone the same way
Really wish that you had stayed
I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave
Shovel deep beneath the mud that you had made
All the love, god can't believe you let it fade
I fucking do it all to put a smile on your face
People wanna talk but girl what do they say?
They talk about your eyes, are they blue, are they gray?
I keep a thousand crumpled notes under my bed and pray
One day you will talk to me the way you did in may
Guess I'll shut the fuck up, smash my phone and say, "okay :)"
Point a gun at me my love and let it spray
Ak47 barrel hit me in my brain
Barrett 50 cal, glock straight to the face
That's the way it feels when you say "okay, okay
Think I've had enough, I should've told you yesterday
But I found another boy, yeah I found another bae"
Well golly, golly gosh, baby girl what a day
Nearly killed myself and killed you too
What'd you want me to say?
I don't think that I'mma ever be okay
I don't think I'll ever love someone the same
Wanna tell you how I feel but it's too late
I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave
Wait
I don't think that I'm okay
I don't think I'll ever love someone the same way
Really wish that you had stayed
I'll still be holding onto you inside my grave