Every week I sit and grit my teeth
Bite my tongue until reality speaks
Keep trying to make me believe
In a world they wish that they could leave
I wanna be
Who I wanna be
Not gonna owe my life
To anybody but me
Not gonna find myself
In a fever dream
I'm so afraid
Of what comes next
But I'm not gonna lie
About what's at the end
They cover me in gasoline
They come around
And never leave
People sing drink the bleach
Make you think that
You're happy now
They gotta lotta nerve
They gotta lot to say to me
But damn I don't want anything
From anyone
Who still believes
I wanna hear you talk
About what I wanna love
And you don't have the key
Worthy of what I need
To fix what I got when I can't breathe
But I'm so afraid
Of what comes next
They cover me in gasoline
They come around
And never leave
People sing drink the bleach
Make you think that you're happy now
You better pray for me
You better pray for me
You know I don't see your way
You better pray for me
I think you took too much
I think you're going blind
I think you lost yourself
In those lies
There's no one there
To keep me from
Bringin' you down
I think you took too much
I think you're going blind
I think you lost yourself in those lies
Ya
All I know
Is that I'm fine
No thanks to anyone
Who said they'd pray for my life
They cover me in gasoline
They come around And never leave
People sing drink the bleach
Make you think that you're happy now
You better pray for me
You better pray for me
You know I don't see your way
You better pray for me