(Phenomenon)

I've been lost somewhere in time
I've been searching for your soul with a new peace of mind
They tell me I'm looking too long, ain't nothing to find
But that's hard to believe when I want this for life

Have mercy on me, just shoot me dead
Yeah, you heard what I said
It's hard for me to think straight, bullet in my head
Me and you just want me dead

Everybody look up to me, but sometimes I don't get the love that I thought I was shown
And in my free time I wander straight up in the sky, lil bitch, you know ima roam
I don't check my messages, I don't really talk to nobody, maybe that's why I'm alone
And I can't help but see me falling down when you don't keep me close
Everything I ever did, yeah it came with a cost, yeah I thought that you knew that
I never thought you'd go behind my back, lie to my face, like, why'd you do that?
And everything I did, I did for you
Now think about it if you were in my shoes

But that's okay, maybe I'm losing my mind again, I'm bound to
You can do anything you want and I'd still love to be around you
I'm fighting for it, I'm fighting for us
I'm fighting for it, I'm fighting for you
Just like I'm an addict, when I take you in I don't feel euphoria no more
When I'm not around you, lil bitch I go crazy, I'm finna go slam my head through the door
Yeah, I'm a crazy whore, I know that I want more
Yeah, I'm a brazy boy, mom and dad get a house when I'm rich and my bro get a Porsche

I lost my soul today, I lost my soul tonight
I lent my soul to you, I lost my soul for life
I know it hurts for now, but I need you to fight
You were my everything, it's okay, it's alright
I lost myself for you, I went to hell for you
You like to pick and choose, it's okay, yeah, it's cool
We all got battles too, can't change my attitude
I went to war for you, I lost the war for you

(Hello, I hope you enjoyed what you have been hearing)
(Here's a little song to numb your pain)
(I'd like to give a special shoutout to my father)
(This marks the end of the Phenomenon listening experience)

Can't go to sleep 'cause you always in my head
And I don't even like to think 'cause my mind telling me I'm dead
They all tell me it's okay, that it'll be fine in the end
I hope that you think about what you missed out on and the time we would've spent

You could've had it all
The time you wasted, I hope you face it
You could've had it all
And if you fall in love, yeah, you're meant to fall

Despite that, it's a beautiful life and a beautiful day
I'm tryna get paid
I hope you write back, I'm tryna hear from you one day
Got me going insane
And it's not too fun living in my brain
Overthinking everything
But, it's a brand new life and a different day
But I'm just tryna numb the pain

You could've had it all
My mind is racing, I cannot take it
You could've had it all
I need some vacancy, I need a place to be, yeah