I really hope it was worth it
I really hope that your
Friends are oh-so perfect
Hope you realize one day that you deserve it
But fuck it you're worth it
At least that's what they told you
When you were way younger
I know it was hard to
Hear that from your mother
I know you were scared to
'Cause how much you loved her
To tell her that you
Never ever truly recovered
And I know that you're scared sometimеs
I know the pressure is far too high
And thе simple pleasures that fade with time
And I know the one thing that
Stays on your mind is

Emotional, bet you get that from your mama
In the end
You know that you still got some problems
Most of all, that you barely know your father
I hope to God that it don't
Get any harder than this
I was so scared, you were not there
Now I'm standing here alone
Are you happy? With how it happened?
How it happened? I can't

I can't change and I can't replace
The moles on my face or
The thoughts in my brain
I bend and I break, relive my mistakes
Every step that I take
I end up regretting it all
All, all, man, I, man
I wish I never said it at all
All, all, man, I, man
I wish I never did this at all