I feel it slow down.
The more I think it,
the less I feel it pound.
My body still.
My last decision is to lose all feel

Can I do this? (I feel it working on)
It's calming (My arms and legs are numb)
The whole body is giving up on me
A few last beats and soon then I'll be free.

Why did I do this?
Is there something wrong with me?
Why even attempt this?
Just to prove a point?

I got pretty close tho...