If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I know I'm insecure everyday a little more
Hate my self esteem because it's probably gonna kill me
If you find me in the morgue then I'm sorry that I don't it
but you should of saw it coming because I'm tired of all this running
I'm broken at the core
Everyday a little more
If you see my name in flowers then I'm sorry because I'm guilty
I was buried by my flaws and paranoid thoughts
I know that I'm alive but I feel like I'm a corpse
Dear suicidal me
I know your hard to reach
I know your back inside that place that you never thought you'd be
I know you overthink every little thing and you lay awake at night because suicides all you dream yeah
Laying there awake and I hear my alarm
It's 5am and my anxiety starts
I look myself in the face
I see the scars on my arms
I don't want to leave my room because I feel safe in the dark so
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I'm an insecure warrior fighting body dysmorphia
Suicidal now but tomorrow euphoria
Fighting to be stable but feel likes there's four of us
It's me against myself I can't help but self destruct
I've always been an introvert
Never put my feelings first
I'm always coming last to the ones I'd never hurt
And as I'm getting older my borderlines getting worse
But I'm not scared to die because I was made from the dirt
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I'm sorry if this triggered you but please don't shoot
and if you grabbed a noose don't you dare follow through and if your suicidal please just keep me in the loop and maybe you can save me too