Once upon a time I had it all
Friendships made of steel and a person I called home
One day I woke up all alone
With no one there for me and nobody I could call
How did this even happen?
Was it something I said? I just want to be a friend
And you could always count on me to be there
But when I needed you, you chose to reroute
And i'm scared, that I will never have that again
I'm not prepared to let somebody new in
Time and time again i've lost myself
Relying on somebody else to fix my mental health
Dependency can only do so well
Before you are unable to be all by yourself
How could this even happen?
I used to be fine but I grew up so deprived
Of love and understanding my emotions
And all that I knew was to rely on you
So i'm scared that I won't find a way to deal with it
I'm not prepared to let somebody new in
I've tried and tried again but I ain't getting nowhere
And i'm lonelier now than i've ever been
So please, don't leave